TSN Original: Purple Hearts

What a beautiful story of friendship, sisterhood & team mates  Don't just let awareness be one day a year, Let's talk everyday. I know a weekend with my girls on the ice can cure just about any blues!

Love Me Jaded

I may need to muster up some grace

Long Shot

I never had a chance from the start. Still I fell, was a willing participant on the path that would lead nowhere. I asked you to choose, knowing you would never choose me, but hoping it would allow me to forget how much I wished you had. Now here I am, wanting to say things that will make you laugh, searching for words to make you smile. I want to kiss your lips, sweetly and then desperately. I want to put up with your shit, watch you play hockey, cook you supper.

It hit me like a brick wall and knocked my breath away. A feeling I have not had in so long I forgot what it felt like. And then a sadness washes over me because I know that this is a one way street, and I am going the wrong way. But I don’t want anyone else, I don’t want to turn around and follow the flow of traffic. I want to hold onto this until one day you notice me. I will never utter these words out loud and I probably won’t take the chance again, so I just pray and wait patiently.

Completely Hopeless once again.