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Wednesday, March 12, 2014
When did you stop dancing?
I find myself unable to sit down at the keyboard when I'm not quite sure where I'm at. I have begun to take steps to ensure that I am happy, in love with the life I am living. When there is a lull, rather than admit it, I wait until it passes and smile extra big when is finally has. But someone asked me the other day, well what is your long-term plan for overcoming your depression? That is when I realized I need to not embrace the lull's but push through them. And day by day I seem to care a little more about what is in store for me, I feel like I need to start chasing my future a little more instead of waiting for it to arrive. I have a little more hop in the step again, and I find myself singing throughout the day, I didn't even realize how quiet I had become until I heard myself again. I was happy at first with feeling better a few days a week because at the time it was better than none and got comfortable. But now it is not enough, I want to happy days every day. I am going to the 100 Happy Days challenge, #100HappyDays. I am making a commitment to myself to be happy, to make an effort to be happy, and just be happy because I deserve to be. I want to be fierce and passionate and excited about life, I don't want to disappoint childhood me, or create a bitter, cynical future me.
Tuesday, March 11, 2014
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