I may have not learned how to lean into you quite yet, yet I somehow know you are there to hold me up. I may not have learned yet to trust the strength I have behind me but can feel it in all that you do, especially in the way you care. I seem to be learning to trust that with you there I will not fall, I will not have to pick up the pieces again. You hold me there in limbo until I am able to regain my footing and continue on my path. I am not finding myself wondering why you care, just believing that you do. Although I am not quite there yet, your love and patience has reassured me I will get there. You let my find my own way in my own time, adjusting to the flow at which I am discovering myself, myself with someone else.I am learning to forget my loneliness, the constant longing that seemed to tug at me before has been fulfilled. I no longer wonder what it feels like to be held when I need it, I just know the feel of you and our embrace. I know the feeling of love, in many different forms, but nothing surprises or pleases me more than our love, and I am excited to see how that will grow. So here is to growing, learning, loving and where ever that brings me to.