Nobody said it was Easy

As I journey through this adventure called life, I find it sure is not what I had expected. Nothing is perfect and no one can fix you. Love can't fix me, a new job, a new place, new people, will never fix me. This sadness buried inside of me is my burden to carry with me. Having most of what you wanted in life finally in reach and still having this lingering sadness had taught me what I always expected. I will always have to fight it. Fight to get out of bed and on with my life. I will try my hardest not to let it define me and to let my love and smile shine through. It won't be everyday or all the time, but when days come along when I am completely at bliss I will cherish them and save those memories for days when my smile is pulled into a frown and waking up is all I can manage to do. And when those days of bliss do not come along then I will savor the small moments when I can and roll with the punches when I have to. What else can you do?