There is always a reason when I am not writing, but this time it was different. I didn't want to repeat past sentiments that I still carry with me. The constant battle of fighting my highs and mostly lows. The lows are so sad after riding a wave of happiness for a few weeks, you wonder how you got back to this place again. So I avoid writing so I don't have confront the battle that is always waging. I am always tired, and mostly numb, but I appreciate the moments of peace and contentment. It doesn't take much to make me happy anymore, and that makes it easier to grab those moments as they pass me by.
I realized lately how much time has passed me by and it makes me love those precious moments I am able to savor. I've made a life for myself, and everything is at my finger tips to enjoy it. It may be a bit of work, but nothing worth it is easy and although I have always chosen the longer or difficult path I am proud when I arrive, because I did it my own way and in my own time.
I could dream my life away if someone would let me, but the more dreams I discover as the old ones drift away, the more I want to bring them to life. The passion is always there, searching for the energy to ignite that passion is my next fight. I've always been a fighter xo
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