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Never have I ever

Never have I ever wanted someone to live with. My space has always been so sacred to me.

Never have I ever felt like grocery shopping or dinner was an intimate experience.

Never have I ever come home to a Man who cooked the meals for the day, after buying the groceries, washing the laundry and taking care of the dogs. (Never did I ever think I wanted two dogs!)

Never have I ever thought I could find someone I would want to share these experiences with, fall asleep with, wake up to, and everything else in between.

Never have I ever thought I could fall this fast, but I have no doubts. I am thankful for the walls I had up because I know now I wasn't ready for them to come down until now.

We may be fools rushing in, but the passion and love has taken charge and I've thrown to arms up to go with the flow. (Which never have I ever done)!

Never will I ever let this slide through my hands, I found the one xo

You are the place where all my thoughts go hiding

& for the first time she wasn't scared to let someone in.....

All the Small Things

Its the small things I didn't know I wanted. The morning texts, the constant compliments, someone who so plainly shows I am his when we are with others, that sexy Spanish accent... all those things that give you butterflies in the start.

I could start fires with what I feel for him, which in turn has reminded me how much I can feel, the love I am capable of giving. Not just giving, but receiving. Being single as long as I have I know about the walls I have up, but receiving love, knowing it is from him, feels more exciting than scary, more sure of what we have than wondering what it might become. It is like clarity, the dawn after the dark of night, a calm sense of knowing.

I am still finding all the small things I didn't know I wanted, and love each one more than the last. I am excited to discover what other small things will come to be.