Still carrying with me the winter funk I try to remind myself of the time of year when I feel most alive. Try to invoke the sun into my thought process and spirit. I am so ready to feel alive again, not drudge through each day hoping to wake up and find the sunlight that warms my soul. Time to light that fire and let the warmth begin. I can feel the love start flowing again. Not towards any person, but just in general. I have rediscovered my love for reading for hours, and for the first time the love of a hot shower. I have always showered for necessity. I have be marveled at for my ability to shower fast, but recently i have showered for the love of feeling the hot water run over me, perhaps in its own way warming my soul. Just little things, simple joys have reminded me to let the love flow all the time, not just when the time is right. Maybe in this simplicity I will find love being drawn to me, or myself being drawn to it.
Hot showers and books.. maybe I am truly hopeless.
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hot showers and reading are both two of my favorite pass times - they dont make you hopeless, they make you centered <3
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