I woke up sick today, and didn't even think I was going to post. But who am I kidding, being as hopelessly romantic as I am? I could not resist. I have been single on this day for 8 years. And it has never stopped me from celebrating my love of LOVE. I love the idea of love, the dream of love, and the future love that I have yet to find. I watched some post secret videos for inspiration and there is was. The need to write.
I want to find that someone who makes me want to break down the walls I have built around my heart. I don't even think I realized they were there. I am not afraid of being lonely. I have been alone for so long that I find comfort in my own little world. I am afraid of someone puncturing that world, I am afraid of being with another person. Yet I cannot wait to find them. I think it may be the biggest challenge, letting myself be with someone else instead of just myself. But when I find them, I hope I can find the courage outside of those walls.
I want someone who makes me smile and laugh, someone who loves my curls and my quirks. God knows I have a lot of them. I want a lot of things, but when I find that person I want to forget all the things I want because I will be so caught up in the moment, in them. Maybe I won't have to spend a ninth year alone, maybe I will. But I will never let this day or any other make me sad for being alone.
As hopeless as I am I will always love LOVE <3
Happy Valentine's Day!
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