I know myself, and I know my ruts. But this time I just ignored the fact that I was in a rut. I was doing well where things needed to be done well, like work, and school, but after all that I feel like I have no energy left for the rest.

Well that's it. Time to pour a coffee, paint my nails, and pull myself together. It's time to find a balance and do well everywhere. I need to reward the hard work so it doesn't seem so tireless, I need to know it's worth it and stay on track. This is my time to finally do it right, and I want to make sure I enjoy the sacrifices that are enabling me to get where I want to be. I don't feel like myself when I let my mopey self take over, so no more ignoring this rut, time to go from drab to fab :)