Update

My resolutions have been going so-so. I've been doing the healthy thing and have seen some good results. Now it is time to take the next step, find the physical activity I really like doing. I have taken some initiative and picked up a couple dance videos. So this is going good, I just need to remember, the difference between try and triumph is a little ommf!  I am also doing really well in school, which I think is one of the most important things.

As for guitar I have watched some tutorials and thought about what songs I would like to learn, I just have yet to pick one up, this area needs the most works. As for photography, besides nights out my camera has not seen much action, so there is something I need to get moving on.

Be strong. I think this is going well, although sometimes life throws you things and being strong is exhausting. I am doing good on the outside, at work and at school, now I just need to make the times in between a bit more enjoyable, perhaps with guitar and photography. The sunshine has been helping lately, but we have also been thrown a couple harsh blows these last couple weeks. I just need to remember not to let the blows set me back and put up a road block on the road I am travelling.

I feel like the winter blues have gone into full effect, but I also think I was expecting it. As I grow older I can see the pattern of it, predict it like the weather, and like the weather I can never seem to control it. But I hear myself reassuring myself.. this always happens, you are going to be fine, wait until the spring. I think having these goals and reminding myself of what I want is a good distraction from the blues. I want that distraction, I want to do these things to make me the person who is always smiling and always wanting more from life.

Not so hopeless, not so romantic