You always see those home made memes, "I'm happy because I chose to be", "Choose Happiness", ext. I am not sure that it is as simple as that, although I wish it was. I wish I could have chose to avoid all the sadness and confusion I didn't think life held. However, as I find myself becoming the person I have hoped to be I appreciate the path that has led me here. I appreciate the power and inner strength I have found along the way, although I may resent events, and emotions that followed those life changing events.
As I go over my resolutions and go to check off my goals I find a lot of them just come naturally now. I don't need to mark dates and make sure I do it. I no longer avoid leaving my home when I don't need to and am even stepping WAY out of my comfort zone. I sing more, laugh more, enjoy life more. I believe in myself and the future, and I believe if I ever stop feeling that way I can find my way back again. I am proud of coming this far, and no longer ashamed that I had to.
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