You're the key to my piece of mind

This Journey we Call Life

All this time

You found me when I had stopping looking
And completely blew me away
At first I may have kept you at arms length
But you made it clear you were here to stay

You filled in the broken cracks of my heart
And reassured my doubtful mind
You have claimed the empty spot beside me
Showing the world you are mine

This love sometimes still feels too good to be true
Yet I cannot imagine it any other way
You have carved yourself out a place in my life
And cast my loneliness away

Your love has touched me in more ways than you will ever know
I could not have asked for a love more true
It's true good things come to those who wait
All this time I was coming home to you

2015

Well 2015 came and went. I loved, and found someone who loved me more than I could have ever imagined. I lost, lost someone so dear to my heart I am not sure it will ever be the same. The losses I have endured seem to have changed my heart, the loss is carried with me, and is a  part of my demeanor now. But my heart also grew, with true love, with friendship and new beginnings. It grew and has hardened, yet the year still came and went, and this heart still beats.

I seem to have gotten used to the flow of my ups and downs and ride them out phase by phase. I am not so shocked anymore when I find myself on my way down, and seem to find little hacks to make my way back up a little smoother each time. I'm tired, but seem to find the little things that bring me joy and streaks of energy. I've take advantage of the heart warming and "life lesson" moments and soak them in, relish in the good and ride out the bad. I managed to stay on track with my goals and keep trucking on this journey with no end. I become accountable for all my twists and turns and remind myself of who I want to be. May 2016 be another adventure in this journey that is becoming my life.