2015

Well 2015 came and went. I loved, and found someone who loved me more than I could have ever imagined. I lost, lost someone so dear to my heart I am not sure it will ever be the same. The losses I have endured seem to have changed my heart, the loss is carried with me, and is a  part of my demeanor now. But my heart also grew, with true love, with friendship and new beginnings. It grew and has hardened, yet the year still came and went, and this heart still beats.

I seem to have gotten used to the flow of my ups and downs and ride them out phase by phase. I am not so shocked anymore when I find myself on my way down, and seem to find little hacks to make my way back up a little smoother each time. I'm tired, but seem to find the little things that bring me joy and streaks of energy. I've take advantage of the heart warming and "life lesson" moments and soak them in, relish in the good and ride out the bad. I managed to stay on track with my goals and keep trucking on this journey with no end. I become accountable for all my twists and turns and remind myself of who I want to be. May 2016 be another adventure in this journey that is becoming my life.