The meanest thing you ever did is come around....

He was my upside down Tarot cards, my postcard from Paris. It was a sike out of what I really wanted. I always try to believe everything happens for a reason, but sometimes I think I would have been okay if he had never crossed my path. I don't need to burn any bridges for the journey is always forward, but I certainly don't need to cross them again, especially when there are so many bright promises on the road ahead.

It is not your average heart, but it is mine

Post 100 Happy Days

I know my 100 happy days are over, but when someone gets you a gift that is completely you, that is one of my favourite things.

Cheers* 

Dancing has always been my answer

& I have always been so good at burning it the hell down....

Winner

Baby let`s stay home

August 13th

I woke up with a heavy heart, followed by heavy tears. I was about to write it off as just another horrible day until I remembered what day it really was. The day you left us. Summer will now always hold a slight sadness of missing you but today I am drowning in it. I cannot find comfort in others for I am afraid of dragging them down into my melancholy. I cannot visit you where you lay now or mourn in the church where I had to say my final good bye. Yet I feel anxious and guilty I cannot do these things to make everyone else happy. I cannot find you there because you are with me and I can only miss you the way I know how to. I know I feel thing so much deeper than most, but I've learned I cannot change that. May you rest in peace and eventually maybe I can find mine here. 

Until we meet again.

I wasn't ready then, I'm ready now, I'm heading straight for you

Shine On

How do I love thee? ... Not much

I loved you because my lonely heart had shattered 

From all the loss it was broken and tattered

Your love felt like the perfect mend 

If what I only know now I was aware of then

But you smiled and wooed

And with your kind gestures you fooled

So I loved like I do 

Yet never truly loved you

I loved what you promised but never delivered

I loved all the sparks that quickly fizzled

But I stayed because I wanted a hand to hold

So I turned off my thoughts and pulled on the blindfold 

Sometimes I would dream of a love so true

Then mourned when I awoke for I could never have that with you

For you cannot cage a wild thing

And I regret ever letting you clip my wings

I realized I don't need to find my way again

I knew it all along just like an old friend 

Though the road less traveled may seem long
A loving heart is never lonely for long ;)

Mighty Superior

Love snapping the north shore anytime I can! #Rossport #Highway17 #LakeSuperior #NorthShore

I love me most

After waiting this long, I've learned to enjoy my own companionship. When someone comes along whose company I enjoy just as much then things may change :)