I thought 30 was going to be my year, I may have been mistaken....

Sunday Secrets/Husband Goals

I want to hold you when I am not suppose to

Sigh. I know what I am looking for but when it comes to dark nights, playing with temptation is thrilling, going where you normally would not...

Home

Usually lack of writing means I have been too down to do so, however it could not be further from than truth. Life is busy, good busy, like killing it busy. Moving was hectic but I love my new home, work has been crazy but I am so happy for the chances it has provided.

There is something about this new place, it feels like a new beginning. Living in the light has been so invigorating, at one point I was sure after 8 years my cat was done, but with more space and light she is a little spit fire again. For the first time I am completely happy with my home, and proud. 

It’s been a crazy fall, moving, settling into the new place full of light, my career, five week colds. I’ve gone without a kitchen, let my gym membership expire because I couldn’t breathe through my nose. But I managed to stick to the meal plan (90% of the time), start walking again on the mild days & I can see small changes and that it is paying off. 

I spent a long time taking care of my mind and my soul, and my body suffered, but I always loved her in a forgiving way. I will keep learning how to give her what she needs but not worry about when I stumble. Learning to take care of yourself mind, body and spirit was not the adulthood I was expecting. I thought this shit just worked itself out. But learning what I need most helps me take care of myself and in turn others xo
#gentlereminders #selflove #thisisthirty