Lost & Found

Someone said to me the other day, "Isn't it crazy how much life can change in a year?" Yes, yes it is. These past 8 months have brought so much my way, as if my good karma has kicked in ten-fold. If you would have told me a year ago I would have everything I did now, I would have doubted you. Everything I have, I have worked so hard for and it is as if suddenly the road ahead is smooth. I can see in the horizon what I have been waiting for. A house to call a home, a love that takes my breath away, a life full of blessings.

My soul and heart are awakened. There was a time when I wasn't sure if I could ever love like I did before I knew what hurt was. That starry eyed teenager that found meaning in every love song, wishes in the stars, a caring for someone that is more than myself. I may do what I want, but I want to do everything for this person. He moves me in a way I was not aware of, like a seed that had been dormant in the winter and is now blooming into something more beautiful than imagined.

I have never been more certain, though I haven't known him long, I know his heart. I have never been more sure of anything, which is something I would have previously always doubted. There is no convincing, or second guessing, just the knowledge that things are as they should be.