Sometimes I almost feel like the days when I had been in love, or on the boarder of it. That giddy sensation you have when you know good things are coming. So maybe something is, or I am just crazy. Or I just have all this love inside me that is ready to bubble over and out of me like a volcano, or my verbal diarrhea. (Yup I just love and diarrhea in the same sentence, but I don't seem to care)
I haven't really met someone that could have warranted this feeling, maybe it's a sign from my heart that love may be entering my life in the near future. And it doesn't feel like friend or family love. It feels like love that comes from long cuddles and soft kisses. Love that is realized and can make the world seem more beautiful (even my ugly yellow bathroom). Maybe the love I've been waiting for.
Or maybe I've just been reading to many love letters, I've purchased about four books worth off of amazon, and I am probably just running a love high off others words that I wished had been written to me.
I suppose I can just wish that the next person I fall for will be worth it. That I will be strong enough to hold off, and I don't give all this unused love to the wrong one again.
More Hopeless than ever <3 xox
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