Ok, Ok! I haven't blogged for a month. I've had a couple ideas, wrote them down and never elaborated. But these days I have some free time (a lot until January 3rd) and then maybe a little more, since I am only down to one job. Something for me that hasn't been done in years. And maybe something that should have been done a lot sooner. I no longer needed to bar tend, that's a fact, it certainly wasn't worth the time or the money, but I loved my boss. I think for me a small part of it was holding on to my old life. When I did what I want when I please. A time when it was always late nights, late mornings and not really having a direction in a life. My drifting period of figuring my life out. Letting go of this stage completely was a step towards growing up, realizing you are on the path you want to be. It's time to embrace that path, nourish and concentrate on it to make sure that you allow the goals you have achieved to grow. Allowing new goals to come into light making your journey challenging and exciting. It's a blessing to be doing what you love, but now I need to make sure I stay loving it, create something more out of what I have been offered, prove I am doing what I need to be doing.
A year ago I never would have thought I would be in the place, the opportunity literally fell into my lap, and although initially I was scared I also realized I had let my fear too many times stop me from previous dreams, that this time I was going to seize the moment. I am so glad I did. I am so glad I am where I am. Now it's time to take it a little farther. Achieve some more things I have been putting off for sometime. I'll keep you posted on how that goes, I don't want to jinx anything yet.
Until the,
The Hopeless Romantic xox
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