As much as I write what I want, who I think I am and who I want to be, there are times when that just flys out the window. I have a feeling (okay, I know) that I constantly give off the "eternally-single" vibe. Which I do not want. Hopefully I have only done this because I would rather be single then with the people I have met, but what if the right one comes along and I miss out on it because I am so confortable in my bachlorette-mode that they write me off. I have thought about this before but have time and time again realized things I have said or done only condridict what I am truly after. I guess I have to work a little harder and make some changes, and shut my big mouth once in a while.
That's the other thing.. I'm a: "too loud, challenging, beer-drinking, cigar-smoking bachorlette" As it was kindly point out by my mother. She says she hopes I drop that soon, or not act like that around someone I really like. As much as I would like to chalk it up to the fact that I haven't met that person yet I do need to start working on some etiquette and lady-likeness. Because old habits die hard and it might be too late soon. Time to peel away this protective layer, my proud single girl attitude to make room for something more.
Wish me luck, I know I am going to need it this time!
The Hopeless Romantic xox
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