Well, No Internet these days and no love!! But maybe I am not so hopeless anymore because I haven't even thought about it. Giving up meaningless crushes and encounters has been liberating! How easy it is to say no thank-you with a smile :) Hopefully I can avoid the holiday hook-ups which never lead anywhere in the New Year.
Unknowingly I have been working on me, and my little apartment. Glancing around last night at my place all decorated for Christmas with a glass of wine and painted nails I smiled realizing how content I am in my little world of books, work, friends, hockey and whatever else I can find to fill the time. Besides avoiding holiday hook-ups I have also managed to avoid the winter blues by being completely, exhausting-ly busy and I love it! I may be speaking too soon on that one, but hopefully not! I think that if I keep busy enough and work hard enough I will wake up one day exactly where I want to be, and I hope romance will follow that. But if not I think I'm OK with that too. Being alone doesn't mean you are lonely, and lonely I am certainly not! I will try to keep some posts coming, although it seems a little silly blogging about the lack of love in my life! Oh well!
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