Although I try my very best to be in the moment and enjoy what I can, it is sometimes easier to find peace in tomorrow, in what comes next. As an optimist I am always sure that next year will be better, next season will bring more happiness. That may not be beneficial to someone who feels so much sadness, but that little bit of hope and optimism elevates it a bit. So, I will savour that hope and still try to ensure I am not letting those happy moments pass me by.
When I say I hope for more, I am not being selfish or greedy. More for me just means a day filled with happiness, followed by another, and hopefully a few more after that. More would be to crack my heart open a little more and finally let someone else in, to be able to trust my decisions and value my worth.
The life I live is smaller than I imagined, but I am learning to love it.
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