This Monday was not your typical Monday. No dreading the upcoming week, or sad the weekend was over, it was sunny and I was happy. The stress that has plagued me the last six weeks faded like new fallen snow in the spring sun. I got good news for an amazing career opportunity, which will ease the financial stress my new home has caused me. I LOVE living in the light, so my plants and pets.. but with the move came a steep rent increase which stressed me out in a way I have not experienced. But that discomfort forced me to explore some options that lead to so much growth, I really am thankful for the challenge and experience. It is easy to just do what you have always done that you stop experiencing new things. Change causes me to feel uneasy, however working through that feeling left me feeling better than before.
That being said, someone near and dear to me is really going through something awful. On a day when my heart was finally light, their heart was so heavy. I felt guilty celebrating my happiness when someone's heart was breaking. But I suppose even on my darkest days, other's lives were filled with light, and I do not resent that. May the light continue to shine on me and make it's way into the dark and heavy hearts.
March was series of unfortunate events, yet here I am still standing strong. Storms come and go, but I feel firmly rooted now.
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