I want you to be happier

I know I always say life is a journey, but I feel like I have arrived at where I am suppose to be, at least for the time being. When I moved in the fall last year, it really made improvements to my mood, but at the end of the day the move did not fulfill the expectations I had, not like this move has. I never thought I would see the day I wanted to leave my little town behind, but doing so was probably the best decision I have ever made, and now I have a new little town not too far away from home to make my own.

Looking back I don't know what the connection to my comfort zone was so strong, before my 20's I was the most energetic outgoing person. I went away to camps and retreats on my own all the time, met new people every where I went. It's nice to know that part of me is still there, I had thought I had everyone in my life that I needed. It turns out there are always new people who can expand and add to you life.

I have been trying to hard to be happy for so long that I didn't notice it has become less of an effort. Happiness has not come this naturally in probably over 6 years, I am praying all this hard work is paying off. I felt like I was always waiting for something to change or begin, and this turn of fate was just what I needed. I don't use the word fate loosely, but the way the universe aligned to allow everything to fall in the place the way it has makes me believe I am exactly where I am suppose to be.