No words

It seems for once I have no more to say, at least on the topic of you. There is a song or a quote here and there that reminds me of the sadness and pain I was feeling, but now it is just a quick trickle of sadness in my sunny day as opposed to thunderstorm consuming me 24/7. That may have even been my last lame metaphor relating to matters of the heart.. I've got nothing left.

Someone told me the other day that I seem happier then ever, and for the first time in so long I wasn't TRYING to be happy, I just was. I guess I had no sadness left either after it had clung to me for so long. I've lost a lot in the past few years, but I have so much more to gain on the road ahead. I have been guilty in the past of letting my life pass me by, but I feel more engaged for the first time in such a long time that I'm not even sure when I became such a homebody. But when I stepped back out it was like nothing had changed. Smiling and laughing again felt as natural as sleeping and eating.

I knew I was going to be okay, but how relieved I am to finally be arriving at that place and to be closing the chapter in order to move on to the next. I hope it is a page turner.

Okay, I had a few words left...