The title used for today is from my Daily Horoscope I get sent to my e-mail which also includes a daily quote, which usually suck, but I liked this one. It could be a metaphor for: after the last rant of a post, a calm is sure to follow. After the last post I am just going to leave you with the poems, otherwise I am going to have to change this blog name to The Rants and Raves of an Emotional Retard. So here we go, 2001 continued.
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If, But, Please and Because
I told you how I feel
You gave me no reaction
If I don’t know how I appeal to you
How am I supposed to take action?
Am I setting myself up for heartbreak?
Are my feelings just a fling?
Because all of them are at stake
But I guess that is just a risk I am willing to take
If it’s not me you want tell me now
Because I am sure I will get over you someway or somehow
But if what you want is really me
Then let’s go carve our names into a tree
You are the one I’ve dreamed of for so long
If I ever get you I will break into song
If you don’t want me, which is what I fear
I’ll do nothing but burst into tears
When I love there is so much more I see
You gave that sight to me
I shared my feeling with you and didn’t keep them inside
Now all I ask is please don’t leave me blind
I opened my heart and soul to you
Please don’t fill them with bad news
Fill them with joy and laughter
And join me in an ending of happily ever after
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Get Back to me soon
This whole not knowing is tearing up my insides
I don’t whether to keep on hoping or just cry
I need to hear your voice again
To calm all the emotions going on in my head
The need to know
That is if you want me or if you don’t
I can take bad news if it is what you have to give
Hopefully you won’t
I’m sorry if I am being to pushy
But my insides are turning all mushy
This kind of thing doesn’t usually happen to me
So I hope there is something about me you see
If there is nothing you see don’t look any harder
Because you won’t find the color pink or flowers
I am not the kind of girl who is innocent and sweet
I prefer to stand on my own two feet
I am sure that you understand
I’ve done all that I can
So if you want isn’t me
Then I’ve decided to leave you be
Me saying goodbye is up to you
So just get back to me soon
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My Love for You
Red, I love you with a passion
White, a passion so pure
Orange, a rare and exotic love
Yellow, an exciting and wild love
Grey, a sophisticated love
Black, a dark and mysterious love
Green, a fresh and new love
Blue, a sad love when you don’t love me
Purple, a relaxing love when I know you do
Pink, a soft and romantic love
All the colors if everything and everything that exists because I love everything and anything about you!
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Say you’ll be mine
I get up for school
Because I know I will see you there
So I take my time doing my make up and my hair
I take my time between classes
Hoping I’ll see you in the hall
I admire that hat hair
And how you are so tall
Your name is doodled in my books
Making it hard to work
I just daydream about you
And try to hide my smirk
I am crazy about you
I am madly in love
I just want to be with you
My mind is made up
I know you are kind of older
And it might not work out
But the least we could do is try
And see what love is all about
If you catch me staring at you
It is because I am scared to approach you
So please just come and talk to me
We’d make the perfect two
So just look my way
Into my eyes
Take my hand
And say you’ll be mine
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Autumn
Leaves fall on my head
And crunch beneath my feet
The smell and looks of autumn
It simply makes my heart skip a beat
The colors
Red, orange, amber, and chestnut
It takes my breath away
I love it when the winds blows and the trees sway
The leaves fall from their branches
Dancing through the air
Going so graceful and so slow
As if they have all the time in the world to spare
They twist and twirl in the gleam of the sunlight
Without a worry or a fright
Dancing to their music that has no sound
Floating through their number until they reach the ground
Waiting on the ground to be covered in snow
As if they knew
Turning into the soil
From which they grew
The colors dance across my eyes
So peaceful and so calm
I sit and watch them fly
Sit and watch them as they go by
I stay until the trees are bare
And the ground is covered
I will have to wait a while I’m told
For the number next October
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Flower Pedals
He loves me
The loves me not
It’s a simple question
But it goes through my every thought
I am crazy
So all my friends say
Just because I like to count
Every month and every day
Your name looks good on my paper and in my books
And sounds wonderful when it leaves my lips
I hope you think my name looks as sweet
And sounds as wonderful when you think of me
I like to hear that I am pretty and fun
But I don’t like to hear that I am too young
What is so wrong with dancing to a song or two?
All I really wanted was to be with you
It really shouldn’t matter if your old or I’m young
I just hope soon you will see that I am the one
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We still have one more post to finish off 2001. Until then,
The Hopeless Romantic x0x
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