Monday, January 25, 2010

2002 - If You want a rainbow you have to put up with the rain


More 2002
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First Date
It was the way the candles danced upon your face
And the glare in your eyes that made my heart race

The smile that spreads across your face when you spoke to me
And when you didn’t speak how I could feel the chemistry

How I had you beside me with love music playing
And to the beat of my heart how my soul was swaying

How you made me so nervous when I sang so I couldn’t hear a sound
How you smiled when I sat down and complimented me anyhow

How you talked and how you made me laugh
How you finally made me feel comfortable and finally I could relax

How we said goodbye it was awkward but sweet
How I recall the evening of you and me

How you can talk and me warm even if it were December
How everything you did made it a night to remember
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On this River
On this river flowing free
I am glad I got you here beside me

I hold you close and you hold me back
Everything is perfect and I like it like that

I smell your sweet skin and see your mysterious eyes
And all these words you never speak they suit me fine

When I don’t hear a peep it is special to me
Because all those emotions are spoken for in a single heart beat

You light up the room with that sly smile of yours
And I can truthfully say your love is never a bore

On this river watching the sun set
Let our hearts wonder and everything else we will forget

So, on this river together we will drift
Let our hearts guide the way whether the path be slow or swift

And on this river embrace my heart
While together on this river we shall stay together
Never drifting apart
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Doubts
He told me to wish upon a star
But I am guessing it didn’t make it very far
He hold me he liked me but I know it was a lie
I figured it out with my tears fell and my heart sighed

I guess there is something about me that guys do not like
Because they always seem to give me up without a fight
One minute they like me and tell me so
Any given minute later the answer is always no

He told me what it should be like tomorrow
But tomorrow never came
Unless you count the day filled with sorrow
Not the day that we should have had

I thought I had found a keeper at last
I suppose I am just a fool who will fall in love whenever
Will I ever find the one who will last forever?
Or will they let go just like he did

Do boys enjoy telling me fibs?
There is always someone else who is better than me
When will I just be good enough?
When will they see?

I believe that I have a heart of gold
And secrets that have to be told
I think that I could really make someone glad
So why does everyone want to make me sad?

Where art thou my Romeo?
Is it just for now or will I never know?
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Just Maybe
Maybe you could hold me
Without regret or doubt
Maybe you could calm my emotions
That make me want to cry and shout
Maybe you could say I am pretty
And tomorrow not turn away
Maybe you could speak to me words
And tomorrow not deny what you say
Maybe you could love me
And admit it to the world
Maybe you could kiss me
An not like other girls
Maybe you could dry my tears
Or not make me cry at all
Promise that you will never push me away
But catch me if I fall
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This Girl
This is a story of a girl
Who wanted nothing but love out of this world
Who fell for love at every hole
And has a life time worth of tears emptying her soul

She wears her heart on her sleeve
Just don’t take it and break it please
It is something that must be handled with care
Because she is crying and your laughing, it is just not fair

This girl doesn’t want riches and such
She will never ask for anything much
Just for a sweet guy with a big heart
Who just won’t suddenly part

This girl won’t ever hurt you
Nor leave you behind
She will always be sweet and loving
She will always be kind

This girl needs you for her prince
So come and grant her every wish
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Forget-me-nots
The forget-me-nots will soon be in bloom
They kind of remind me of me and you
They are here for a short time but they’re so beautiful
Like the time you held me and let me go

I would have held on forever if I could
But you sure don’t want that
Forget-me-nots never last that long anyways
Like how we ended up, sad

Forget me not but remember me
Because I will remember you and all we shared
I feel your presence when you are around
Although you choose to pretend I am not there

Will you ever come around again
For a new season to share
Or leave me here alone
And forget you ever cared

I pick these flowers now and think of you
I feel so confused I don’t know what to do
I wish you’d let some emotion for me show
But I have no choice except to let you go

But I shall forget you not
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Wishing Stars
Broken hearted and forgotten
I lay here all alone
Abandoned at the touch of your hand
No one wants to claim me for their own

I wish upon a star once more
And hope you’ll come back to me
The last wish still hasn’t come true
When I had wished that you and I could be

My hand is now empty
Without yours to hold
I feel so used and betrayed
I use to be strong & bold

You wiped the smile that use to rest across my face
And you broke my beating heart
You breathed into my soul
But then decided to part

Crying in the moonlight
Searching for that star
I know you are only a glance away
Yet you choose to be so far

I see that star fly across the sky
And I wish to be okay
I dry my tears in the moonlight
Tomorrow is another day
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Differences
I can’t see the major difference
That is keeping us apart
We breath the same air
And we are under the same stars

Do you like the taste of chocolate
Or the smoothness of ice cream
When you are sad don’t you cry
And when your terrified don’t you scream?

You can’t say your heart belongs to someone else
For you and I know it beats for me
I know you want what I want
You know you think the same as me

Don’t you want your hand held
Or your lips kissed
When you are gone or away
Don’t you want someone to miss?

I believe in fate
And in destiny too
If you need some hope I’d be glad to let you know
My path is heading towards you

There are a few bumps and curves along the way
But I see you standing at the end
Like a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow
Nothing but good things are ahead
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Unrequited
For awhile I had forgotten
The way you make me feel
So happy and excited
So down the earth and real

Today I saw you sitting into the sun
And I wished I could reach out for you
But you and I both know
That is something I cannot do

I am sure what you once felt for me
Blew away long ago
The wind that captured your feeling also took my hope
So now you’ll never know how much I loved you so

You’d be the one I’d embrace forever
If you’d just let go of her
Don’t fall in a hole of false love
Be true and love me so
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We have one more post to go to finish off 2002. Until then,
The Hopeless Romantic x0x

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