If someone can make something out of nothing, I believe that it is me. Over-analyzing is like my fourth job. My opinion is winter is too long resulting in bordeom and daydreaming. Those are impairment factors, which can result in bad ideas. I have too many bad ideas, which I overanalyze into good ideas, trickery at it best, or maybe at it's worst. Most of my bigggest mistakes have happened in the winter, some of my favortie mistakes but biggest. One of the Valentine's Postsecret postcards from the video said "I've never felt more alive then when my heart is breaking". Another one from a while back mentioned an musician who sabotaged his relationships so he could write good music. Could people be addicted to the drama and feelings that surround the idea of relationships that they just need those feelings? Thrive off them? Interesting idea, could explain a lot. I think I just need a winter hobby. Daydreaming so much could drive a girl little crazy. Perhaps soon would it be a good idea to admit nothing is usually nothing and bad ideas and big mistakes are getting old. Or, maybe I am just too bay-crazy. Happy Ash Wednesday I am giving up being boy crazy for lent. Let's see how the next 40 days go. This feels a little like a Josh Harnet film, but oh well, time for an emotional intervention.
The Hopeless Romantic x0x
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