Feelin' Myself

Okay, so I thought it hadn't hit me until the second week... but it was this week, and reflecting back even I can see this week was a bit much, Even I'm sick of hearing about this. Life goes on no matter what, and you are either a spectator or making things happen. I think I have taken the role of the spectator in the past, but no more. Even though these past few weeks have been hard, never have I ever wanted to come out on top so badly. This really is a chance to steer the direction I want my journey to take.

I will try my best to mourn any grief that comes my way quietly, but really celebrate the joy. I am happy to be relieved of judgement, I am relieved I do not know what is going to happen next because I want life to surprise me with something amazing, and I am excited to grow rather than loose pieces of myself. I am excited to move forward, to smile and love again. I got this.