I more than anyone understand the pain of letting go, the pang you feel in the absence of the time we had spent together. But you chose to end that, and if you chose to make such a big decision you better be ready to stand by it. I suppose that is what I do not understand, the need to talk after the fact, to hear my voice and enjoy the pleasure of my conversation. Because in those conversations is easy to forget for a moment where we now stand. You are either with me or you are not. I've never understood the saying you can't have your cake and eat it too, but you can't. Not this chocolate cake anyways. If you ever feel like you have questions about us, what happened, then by all means ask. If you miraculously change your mind, let me know and we'll talk. But I can't small talk with you all the details of my life that you no longer want to be a part of. I'm sorry, and I feel guilty. How hard it is to tell a friend they are no longer good for you, for your happiness, I imagine you felt the same way two weeks ago. But oh well... it is what it is.
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